Saturday, March 30, 2013

If I

Since I wonder a things will getting better and better,
I will try to make it real,
Even my desire and willingness defeated by my abilities to prove,
Even the distance is not the causes,
I can going anywhere,
Wherever you are...

If I got a wing,
I wil flying suddenly there to took you away,
To crossed the oceans and mountain hills,
To despite from all the seasons,
To looking for an empty wonderful land and create our own castle,
To life together till we growing older and older...

If I know that you loves me,
Thats why I ask,
If you want me to stay in your heart,
Thats why I come,
Make you happy all the time as I can,
And make a story only about you and me...

Jogja, 30 March 2013, 20:49

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Puisi Jelek Buat Bintang Kecil

Aku berjalan kemana tak tahu,
Hanya tapak kaki setia menggores jalan,
Di persimpangan itu sempat kumenoleh kebelakang,
Menyipitkan mata hendak melihat senyum lalu yang coba ditinggalkan...

Aku menunduk melihat rumput dipinggir jalan itu,
Mereka menari-nari penuh mesra dengan alunan angin timur,
Langkah kulanjutkan menuju entah kemana,
Kiri dan kanan tak tampak satu pun penunjuk arah,
Aku menepi coba berbaur dengan kehidupan orang orang disana,
Hanya sepi yang jelas terasa di antara suara bising bahasa asing mereka,
Aku mengamati lama penuh harap yang tak jelas apa...

Hingga senyum polos tanpa kata terpampang depan mata,
Iya itu wajahmu yang datang dan muncul tiba-tiba,
Entah mengapa ada rasa terpecik walau masih samar,
Kutatap lama wajahmu yang tak bergerak di layar putih itu,
Kata-katamu mulai menari penuh irama di lembar kosong layar putih itu,
Ceritamu mulai menarik tanyaku hingga rasa ingin tahuku pun menggebu...

Terasa cepat namun kau sudah ada dalam pikiran ini,
Kita berdua bak satu hati dalam beberapa pendapat tentang sekitar,
Kutuanglah dalam coretan sederhana yang bercerita tentang senyum dan binar matamu,
Kutabur pula kata-kata lewat puisi jelek yang punya harap agar menarik perhatianmu,
Tak sia-sia memang jika maksud hati ingin mengenalmu,
Ingin agar dirimu selalu ada di depan sebagai penunjuk arah,
Penunjuk hidupku yang sudah mulai lupa membaca arah...
Ingin agar dirimu selalu ada disini menjadi kunci imaji,
Berbantu mimpi bersama tuk dapat berwujud nyata,
Menuju bersama ke sana ketempat yang bernama masa depan...

Hingga nanti kita pikun bersama,
Hingga nanti kita saling lupa panggilan sayang,
Hingga nanti alam raya menyatukan kita kembali dalam raganya...

Jogja, 27 Maret 2013, 19:43

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Little Star in My World

Dear Little Star

She is my little star in this world,
She is could be yours,
She is all around the universe,
She will turning back the bad guy to be kind,
With morning sunshine coming out from his eyes,
Colorful of the rainbow spread away from her lovely smile,
She will always make you laugh when you stay on her side,
She wouldnt let you down even for once,
She is like a gift in everyone recently moment,
Tried to hold her with love till the mistery future will come...

Bus station in Denpasar, 19 March 2013, 19:01

Sunday, March 17, 2013

Do You?

For Mrs. 'LA'

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Do you can give anything that you can give to someone you love?
Do you believe that love is some missing part of your self?
Do you want me to sharing happiness with you?
Do you want us to sharing and help each other to realize our dream?
Do you want to be my heart saver?
Do you want to be my arts inspiration?
Do you want to traveling all around the world with me?
Do you want be my side untill we 64 year old?
Do you believe can be happy as long as we together?
Do believe that I can be good father for you future son?
Do you want me?
Because I do in love with you...

Kuta, 17 March 2013

Saturday, March 16, 2013

I Dont Know How To Unfold My Love

i felt empty,
can we start it all once again?
i felt guilty,
can i try to recover all of the thing?
before it was too late,
i am sorry,
it so fast i know, i am greedy, i am selfish, i dont even give a time passing by,
we dont even have to see the sunset and sunrise together,
we dont even meet and talk,
we dont even know much each other,
can i ask you back for once more?
can we give peace as chance?
can we start it once again?
i promise wouldnt let you down once again,
before it was too late,
because I love you...

Kuta, 16 Maret 2013, 04:01

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

And I Like Her

There is a girl, that makes me wonder,
She is a girl with uncensored laughter,
She is a girl that donate her self to cat to be slaver,
And I think I like her...

Begun from Ayu Utami books Bilangan Fu that she share,
I found that she love to be traveler and mountain tracker,
Then again she make me become her secret admirer,
And I say to my self yes I like her...

Then I try to ask another,
She answer that she is book reader,
Then I say what book that you reading there?
She say that she read Murakami book Norwegian Wood and thats completely code to makes me more wonder,
For a while we start to sing The Beatles song Norwegian Wood together,
I am smile because one more reason come to like her...

I dont know her,
We both totally just a stranger,
Just chat in Line and try to know each other,
But it remaind me old quotes that say are you believe falling love at first sight? Yes if we are living in nowhere,
And I like her...

A love between strange traveler,
A distance make us seems faraway apart each other,
But we are traveler,
Could be believe we will meet someday somewhere,
I will come to her as soon as possible place when she ask me to come over there,
Because I like her...

I like her...

Legian Kuta, Bali, 12 March 2013, 13:25

Tuesday, March 05, 2013

I Still Believe

I still believe,
That the time will come to showed up,
Bring thousand happiness that never you imagine before,
One by one took place in tour life...

I still believe,
Whether I must wait,
Working hard and create thousand other plan,
Moving to one place to another place,
Challange by challenge visit just to try let you down,
To see how brave your willingness...

I do still believe

Saturday, March 02, 2013

Butir Pasir

Merintiklah entah hujan keberapa di musim ini, menari terbawa riuh angin, berbaur deru ujung ombak yang perlahan tenggelam dalam butiran pasir...

Angin terus mendesah, menggoyang paksa pepohonan, menciutkan nyali para penjalan kaki, hingga rintik hujan tiba-tiba hilang entah kemana...

Mentari tenggelam di laut yang tak tampak ujungnya, hati tentu penasaran bertanya ada apa di ujung sana, begitu kecil...

Melihat luasnya lautan, memandang kelabu langit yang masih menyisa mendung, hati takjub bukan main, merasa kecil...

Bak butiran pasir...

Kuta, 2 Maret 2013, 10:00 am

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Stuck in Somewhere

Could you hear the sound of the ocean,
Come with screamly whisper into your ears,
Just like want to tell you a story between future and past,
Which sometimes people called it as today,
Here I am watching the dancing wave,
Scroughing with melancholic voice,
In the afternoon of cloudy skies,
Could you see the red shine of the sun?
Before his fall into daily sleep,
As a sign the moon will come to change his place,
People and dog walking together all around,
Splash the sand with their feet,
The night suddenly close the day,
I will start this nowhere journey,
In the stranger land for anonymous stranger...

Kuta Beach, 27 February 2013, 18:54

Sunday, February 24, 2013

Hari Minggu Terakhir di Jogja

Sabtu minggu lalu akhirnya aku selesai dari bangku perkuliahan, yah setelah 6 tahun lamanya berkutat dengan pendidikan yang dibiayai oleh orang tua, dan sekarang aku sudah terbebas dari istilah sembunyi di ketek orang tua. Dimana sekitar 3 tahun yang lalu, setelah bebas teori justru aku ingin berhenti kuliah, biasa masalah klasik yakni tidak merasa berada di jurusan yang di inginkan, akhirnya aku memutuskan cuti satu tahun sambil mikir-mikir.

Daripada cutinya sia-sia maka aku pun mulai les beberapa hal yang aku sukai diantaranya Bahasa Prancis, Bahasa Jepang, dan menari Salsa. Bahkan aku sempat kerja fulltime sebagai illustrator di C.V Degeta. Hari-hari berlalu dan tak terasa setahun pun telah lewat dan desakan dari orang tua agar selesaikan kuliah pun berkumandang. Aku kembali kuliah dengan malas-malas, padahal tinggal mengurus KKN dan Skripsi saja, tapi hingga 3 semester berlalu tak satupu dari kedua hal tersebut tersentuh. Tapi entah mengapa 3 semester terakhir ini aku jadi bersemangat, semester pertama aku selesaikan KKN, kedua selesai skripsi, ketiga wisuda.

Hari ini hari terakhirku di Jogja, tempatku mengenal segala macam hal yang dahulu untuk kubayangkan pun tak pernah, tapi sekarang justru menjadi penghias hidupku yang mungkin akan ada hingga akhir hayat. Aku merasa tak perlu berpamitan sembari mengatakan kata Selamat Tinggal untuk kota ini, disampingvkarna bukan merupakan gayaku, juga ini bukanlah semacam perpisahan karena aku pasti akan datang lagi kesini.

Besok perjalanan baru akan dimulai, bekerja dan menghidupi diri sendiri di pulau seberang, Bali. Walau hidupku terasa begitu cepat tapi aku tetap semangat. Semoga alam semesta senantiasa menolong.

Namaste

Jogja, 24 februari 2013,12:04